Psalm 18:16

If I were to tell you a brief summary

of everything in life that I’ve been through,

I promise you’ll wonder

how I managed staying sane after all this time.

I didn’t face the hardships I’ve endured alone

 from the moment I was born,

I had help.

HE held my hand through the good times

and the bad,

making sure I always got back up

on my own two feet.

CLEAN

Once was the girl nobody knew,

didn’t seem to matter

to anyone at all.

My best friend were razors

or anything sharp in sight.

Constantly sitting in darkness

as I watch very close

for the silhouette of lose blood.

A tear escaped my eye,

then another.

Wanted to stop more than anything,

asking myself “why”.

Because I knew in my heart

that I deserved better.

To be happy

and discourage be-befriending

anything that can cut.

Pushed myself hard,

once wasn’t enough.

I just had to try…..

Now I’m clean for the past year

and couldn’t be any better!