I gave my all, whatever I can, the best I could…..
But none of it was enough,
it was as if the more I try to please your desires
the more the situation worsened.
To the point where I lost faith in myself,
stopped hoping for a better future,
was ashamed of myself and the life that I had.
Lost confidence in myself,
yet you’d see me walking around with this infectious grin
displayed upon my face –
I’ve been told by many how much they envy me,
that surely I was living this fairy tale sort of life
because my aura radiated bright enough to encourage those around me
to want to live a happy and positive life no matter what
obstacle gets in the way.
Knowing that I was able to help others cope with
whatever it was they were going though gave me enough courage and happiness
to live through the day.
Whether I feel like dying or stop from trying…..
I still continue to move forward,
because what’s important is I make it through the day.
After all, a storm doesn’t last forever,
the sun will come out eventually,